Quarter life epiphany

I went to bed at one.
Still awake at 10 to two.

Youtube-ing my remains of my day away.
And I’m glad my pursue of explanation of fate had diminished.

Alex was right.
Does it change my decision if I knew my fate?
No wonder he’s been one of my life long best mates.

I haven’t been taken well care of myself.
I will now.
From now on.

I’ll stop exhausting myself with endless analyzing.
I’ll stop enjoying workaholism.
I’ll go to bed early.

I’ll cease being scared and wary of moving forward.
I’ll cease looking back from every little step I take.
I’ll breath.

I’ll focus more stress less.
I’ll act more think less.
I’ll laugh.

I’ll go for the “I can’t see why not”.
I’ll fall for the cute guy next door.
I’ll make believe.

I’ll do what I said I will.
I’ll live.

~ by Jackie on February 18, 2009.